I was somewhat stoic at my last chemo. I had a good month or so of grief and almost mild depression. Its because I felt like "did all this juice really work?!" You stop treatment but the medications are still in you, the SE's are still strong. My husband had a hard time understanding why I was not happy or just plain elated to be done. But for those of us who completed chemo, we get it. It DOES get better. I promise you.

I was very tearful in my last chemo. I think it's because I was leaving the security of the nurses and staff. I knew I was doing something about the cancer during treatment and then I felt on my own.

During treatments you know you are fighting the cancer; it's scary to stop actively fighting.

Congratulations for being through. As for crying, it may be a relief that you made it through. But during my treatments, I didn't need a reason to cry! After you have had your cry you will feel better! It could also be fatigue! Let the tears fall & be grateful you can still cry! We love you! Hugs, kisses, & prayers!

Thank you all!